Disillusionment, you say? This woman learned nothing that was not already widely known BEFORE she decided to join the FARC.

What part of sticking a stick of explosive in someone mouth, murdering common peasants, chopping off hands, feet and ears, etc., etc, did this woman not understand when she joined the FARC.

She's another whinging loser lefty wannabe and when the truth confronted her lazy Dutch sensibilities she cracked and wanted out.

it would have been more appropriate for her to have been executed as a FARC 'soldier' if/when she was caught.